Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Talked to ZeeWei just now. After chating with him i only realized something about the story of another 2 person..

刚才我在做啥?我又在我一个人的时候流泪了?我到底在想些什么?我的脑袋到底怎么了?因为过去的事情, 我还要执着吗?我早就应该放下了.刘必旭, 你到底在搞什么?!

26th October 20008
Sitiawan
Listening to the recording of Countdown Worship 07 while i m writing this. From the beginning of the recording until now, it is near to the middle of the recording. Listening this song, 离了你我不能做什么(li le ni wo bu neng zuo shen me). Just feel that it is touching my heart deeply at this moment. It was 2 years ago. I still remember that how everyone put their time and effort in this project. Everyone was so busy for practice, preparation and came out with this. Although the quality of the recording is not in good condition, but i can feel the esprit of one voice one vision. Tear just drop from my eye. I know that it is not only from my eyes but also from my heart, deeply from my heart. Look at the situation of team at this moment, Just feel so desperate. Thousand of WHY come into my mind.

你爱永不变(ni ai yong bu bian), wake me again by touching my heart. Jesus loves me, but I just broke His heart many so times, I made Him feel sad. I just wanna say thousand of sorry to Him. Jesus, clean me, mold me and use me. Yes, I'm here. Mic signal's noise coming out here in the recording, but i doesn't make me feel bad, just enjoy myself in the worship.

主我认定你(zhu wo ren ding ni), once again i wanna submit myself again to you. I proclaim myself as Christian from my heart. I proclaim that You are my Lord, You are my Saviour, You are my God from my heart from now to the end of the world. I remind me myself again that i will follow Your step, do what You did, do what you want me to do. I surrender...

Towards the end, i decided to edit the recording since it still haven't been edited. Put some reverbs, put some compressor, i believe it will sounds more better..hehe...looking forward to the final version.

10pm 25th October 2008
Sitiawan