Talked to ZeeWei just now. After chating with him i only realized something about the story of another 2 person..

刚才我在做啥?我又在我一个人的时候流泪了?我到底在想些什么?我的脑袋到底怎么了?因为过去的事情, 我还要执着吗?我早就应该放下了.刘必旭, 你到底在搞什么?!

26th October 20008

Sitiawan

Listening to the recording of Countdown Worship 07 while i m writing this. From the beginning of the recording until now, it is near to the middle of the recording. Listening this song, 离了你我不能做什么(li le ni wo bu neng zuo shen me). Just feel that it is touching my heart deeply at this moment. It was 2 years ago. I still remember that how everyone put their time and effort in this project. Everyone was so busy for practice, preparation and came out with this. Although the quality of the recording is not in good condition, but i can feel the esprit of one voice one vision. Tear just drop from my eye. I know that it is not only from my eyes but also from my heart, deeply from my heart. Look at the situation of team at this moment, Just feel so desperate. Thousand of WHY come into my mind.

你爱永不变(ni ai yong bu bian), wake me again by touching my heart. Jesus loves me, but I just broke His heart many so times, I made Him feel sad. I just wanna say thousand of sorry to Him. Jesus, clean me, mold me and use me. Yes, I'm here. Mic signal's noise coming out here in the recording, but i doesn't make me feel bad, just enjoy myself in the worship.

主我认定你(zhu wo ren ding ni), once again i wanna submit myself again to you. I proclaim myself as Christian from my heart. I proclaim that You are my Lord, You are my Saviour, You are my God from my heart from now to the end of the world. I remind me myself again that i will follow Your step, do what You did, do what you want me to do. I surrender...

Towards the end, i decided to edit the recording since it still haven't been edited. Put some reverbs, put some compressor, i believe it will sounds more better..hehe...looking forward to the final version.

10pm 25th October 2008
Sitiawan

2 video clips that i gonna share

Today i wanna share 2 video clips with all of you. Some of you might seen this 2 video clips before, and some of you might not seen it before. Anyway, hope you guys can enjoy it. Well, there are 2 clips, 1 is my assignment production. It is a tv commercial names PREMIER TISSUE. The other one is my friend's assignment production. It is a MV names WAITING FOR YOU. For your information, this production get full marks for his assignment.

PREMIER TISSUE TVC

WAITING FOR YOU MV

Having emo now..(who say guys cannot be emo) But not having bad temper. It is like wanna tell people something, but can't tell it out. There is something keep inside my heart these few days. But i can't tell anyone. Janice is busy, she got no time to listen about my story. who can listen to my story? i m looking for a ppl who i really can trust it and can keep my secret.

I went to sunday service this morning. I can't really concentrate and worship. This thing just keep turning in my mind. No body can answer it, bcz no body know it. When i prayed, i just feel annoyed by something. When i sang, i can't really sang from my heart.

Just finish to help my friend to arrange 2 demo music for him to take part in Composition competition. Started from 2pm until 11pm. Quite tiring to do it although it is easy. My brain is spinning all the time from 2pm till 11pm.

tiring....

night again...

Midnight again. Busy for whole day and now is the time for me to relax and rest. Listening to Raymond Looi's song, 太阳般的爱(tai yang ban de ai). Keep repeating this song. I love this song. Had been listen for this for many times already. But i never feel bored towards this song. I like listen this song at night, especially late night. i used to listen this song without anyone beside me. i still remember that i listened this song every night when i having broken last time. This song didn't mean anything that can cure my broken heart, but just like the feel of the music. Calm, comfortable..i had been listen this song more than few hundred times, but i still like it. It is not because of the singer is one of my friend, but i really like this song a lot.

Download Raymond Looi - tai yang ban de ai

黎明到来我的心不再旋转

li ming dao lai wo de xin bu zai xuan zhuan

只因为我找到充满关怀的胸膛

zhi yin wei wo zhao dao chong mang guan huai de xiong tang

这一颗心朝往光明的方向

zhe yi ke xin chao wang guang ming de fang xiang

让我的明天不再茫然暗淡

rang wo de ming tian bu zai mang ran an dan

曾经黑暗到来 我的心也跟着转

ceng jin hei an dao lai wo de xin ye gen zhe zhuan

转向一个没有阳光和爱的地方

zhuan xiang yi ge mei you yang guang de di fang

这一颗心背着自己的行囊

zhe yi ke xin bei zhe zi ji de xing nang

四处奔波寻找一线的曙光

si chu ben bo xun zhao yi xian de shu guang

爱像太阳般热烈的照在胸怀

ai xiang tai yang ban re lie de zhao zai xiong huai

遮盖一切空虚和不愉快

zhe gai yi qie kong xu he bu yu kuai

整个世界也因着光芒而被火热起来

zheng de shi jie ye yin zhe guang mang er bei huo re qi lai

告诉你爱像太阳般热烈在你胸怀

gao su ni ai xiang tai yang ban re lie zai ni xiong huai

只要你愿意跟我来

zhi yao ni yuan yi gen wo lai

爱叫你我的心都跳跃起来起来

ai jiao ni wo de xin dou tiao yue qi lai

Erm..just doing half of the music arrangement for 1 of the song that i mentioned in my last post. And now is the right time for me to sleep. But why i still sitting here to talking crap and listening to the song? I ALSO DON'T KNOW. Just feel a bit weird at this moment. don't know how to describe it. haiz...Just let it be la... Just let everything goes smooth and stil have to face the challenges that come to me later on. Wanna oi oi already...Good night everyone. morning later, i have to work at Leisure Mall, Cheras. Work as a demonstrator to demonstrate computer music in a musical fair. Kla...that's all...

*smile and never let it drop*

God bless me.....

OLDIES?

Can you imagine that Samson is listening to Oldies music at this moment? hahaha...even me myself also cant imagine that. How could I? Recently i didn't start to do music arrangement for MyPPW album that wat i told u in last post. Erm..just finish another music arrangement for another contemporary album today. And now have to start to do another 2 music arrangement for another project that is from JueLong. Actually wat i need to do is to redo the music arrangement for 2 old songs. It is 三年(san nian) and 夜来香 (ye lai xiang) from 蔡琴 (cai qin)..haha...that's why now i have to keep listening to this 2 songs...Feel weird to me..I m thinking that will I look older after finish this 2 songs arrangements? Hahahahaa...IF YES, then i better STOP to arrange it..Haiz..so bad.

Here is the youtube video of this 2 songs...Enjoy ya...Hahahahaa..

三年(san nian)


夜来香 (ye lai xiang)

my Daddy and Mummy

Quite a long time didn't write something here..until today Catherine leave a msg to me, then i just realize it..hahaha...thx Catherine. Erm.. what to say? having a relax time and started a long long holiday to me recently. Hmn...really feel like doing nothing recently. Watch movies, do some music arrangement for MyPPW album, fetch Janice to college and fetch her back, erm...what else? hahaha...i also dunno...As long as i can rest then i OK already...

As i told you in the previous post, MyPPW album is underway. Everything goes smooth and it will be launch on 31st of december 2008. I CAN'T WAIT.!! still left 2 songs for me to arrange. Recently doing study on another new song that i'm going to sing in this album, 爸妈我爱你(ba ma wo ai ni). Study the lyrics, the chord progression, the style of the song, so that i can do the best music arrangement for it. What i wanna tell you is, the lyrics is so touching to me. Every time when I look into the lyrics, i just feel wanna cry. I link the lyrics to my lovely daddy mummy. Although this song is not composed by me, but it still touch me a lot. Tears drop when i think about them. I really Thank God for giving my parents to me.

Let me tell what happened to me recently. I was failed to graduate my Diploma because of my failure in the final exam. I failed 1 subject in that exam where a lot of my coursemates failed too. (more than 50% failure) When i told my parents that i actually failed 1 subject, I can't imagine that the respond that they given to me. I just SMSed them and told them, i failed 1 subject, my mum straight away called me and comfort me but not scolding me, and my dad reply my SMS and told me that dun be sad, try it again. No scolding at all. They giving support. I still remember that when i young, when i get a bad result in any exam, my parents will surely scold. But this time it is totally different. Especially when i get my dad's SMS, i was totally collapse and bow down and cried out. I never felt this before. I mean i never feel the spirit of supporting by my parents before until the moment i get my dad's SMS. (i never feel it don't mean that they are not supporting me) I cried out to God and thx God. It was so so so touching to me....

I promise myself, i have to show filial obedience to my parents until the day the world end.. I love my Daddy and Mummy...

5 Things you never knew your phone could do

For all the folks with cell phones. (This should be printed and kept in your car, purse, and wallet. Good information to have with you.)
There are a few things that can be done in times of grave
emergencies.
Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency
tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it:

FIRST
Emergency

The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find
Yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile network and there is an
Emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to
Establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly, this number 112
can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out.

SECOND
Have you locked your keys in the car?

Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy
someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys
In the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on
their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot
>From your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock
button, holding it near the mobile phone on their end. Your car will
unlock. Saves someone from having to drive your keys to you. Distance is no
object. You could be hundreds of miles away, and if you can reach someone who has
the other 'remote' for your car, you can unlock the doors (or the trunk).

Editor's Note: It works fine! We tried it out and it unlocked
Our car over a cell phone!'

THIRD
Hidden Battery Power

Imagine your cell battery is very low. To activate, press the
keys *3370#. Your cell phone will restart with this reserve and the instru! ment
will show a 50% increase in battery. This reserve will get charged when you
charge your cell phone next time.

FOURTH
How to disable a STOLEN mobile phone?

To check your Mobile phone's serial number, key in the following
Digits on your phone: *#06#. A 15-digit code will appear on the
screen. This number is unique to your handset. Write it down and keep it
somewhere safe.

When your phone get stolen, you can phone your service provider
and give them this code. They will then be able to block your handset
so even if the thief changes the SIM card, your phone will be totally
useless. You probably won't get your phone back, but at least you know
 that whoever stole it can't use/sell it either. If everybody does this, there
 woul! d be no point in people stealing mobile phones.
 And Finally....

FIFTH
Free Directory Service for Cells

Cell phone companies are charging us $1.00 to $1.75 or more for
411 information calls when they don't have to. Most of us do not
carry a telephone directory in our vehicle, which makes this situation
even more of a problem. When you need to use the 411 information
 
option, simply dial: (800)FREE411, or (800) 373-3411 without incurring
any charge at all. Program this into your cell phone now.

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dun really feel good at this moment.erm..dunno how to describe. No one knows. Just i know. anyway, just let it be.. whoever read this, will not understand as well. so ask more. gonna sleep soon. good night.!

No. 32

Finally...I moved all my thingy to my new house, No. 32. Very tired..Today i just realize that i have alot of things compare with normal college students..haha..i also dunno why is it.

Seriously, i really need to thx to those ppl who help me during moving house. Seong Eng, Chloe, Kim and my dearest Janice. They did very well, kind and helpful when they help me...really thx alot alot...i know a simple dinner can't mean anything to you guys, but i m sincerely to say thank you very much to you guys...

Janice did my room arrangement. She did very very well..now my room is very neat and comfortable. haha...

wat else left for my room? erm...a lamp, ya...i need to put on another extra lamp to make my room look brighter. Sommore? erm....i need a polystrine to be my notice board....hehe..er...anything else?erm..let me c?ya..i need to nail on my clothes hanger so that my clothes can hang it on...erm..i think no more else...but still got 1 thing extra...AMY'S MATTRESS..haha....i waiting her to come and take her mattress(b4 this, this room was belongs to Amy). yea...gonna sleep in my new room tonight....hope to have a sweet and nice rest...God Bless me..

this is my work station that in my room

a cross that stick on my room's wall