No. 32

Finally...I moved all my thingy to my new house, No. 32. Very tired..Today i just realize that i have alot of things compare with normal college students..haha..i also dunno why is it.

Seriously, i really need to thx to those ppl who help me during moving house. Seong Eng, Chloe, Kim and my dearest Janice. They did very well, kind and helpful when they help me...really thx alot alot...i know a simple dinner can't mean anything to you guys, but i m sincerely to say thank you very much to you guys...

Janice did my room arrangement. She did very very well..now my room is very neat and comfortable. haha...

wat else left for my room? erm...a lamp, ya...i need to put on another extra lamp to make my room look brighter. Sommore? erm....i need a polystrine to be my notice board....hehe..er...anything else?erm..let me c?ya..i need to nail on my clothes hanger so that my clothes can hang it on...erm..i think no more else...but still got 1 thing extra...AMY'S MATTRESS..haha....i waiting her to come and take her mattress(b4 this, this room was belongs to Amy). yea...gonna sleep in my new room tonight....hope to have a sweet and nice rest...God Bless me..

this is my work station that in my room

a cross that stick on my room's wall

When only i can rest?

It is 1 more week to end my college semester break. Now i gonna ask my self, "when only i can get to rest?" WHEN? Did i really rest during this semester break? I started to wonder about it. My tears gonna fall down again.....

I feel tired recently. Pressure comes to me. A very tight schedule with me, going to face my final semester in my diploma course. tomorrow gonna move my house to a new place. these few days i just busy for packed up all my stuff and buy some equipments or my new rooms accessaries. After that, i need to get ready and work for MIFF(Malaysia International Furniture Fair). As i know this work will really spend my energy and make me very tired. I need to work for more than 12 hours per day for 10 days. Some of you might say that "why have to work?" MONEY. I need it. I have not much left in my saving account after these few days.

After MIFF, I need to back to my college and start my final semester as i will go back late for 1 week bcz of my job. During this, i need to complete 3 songs arrangement and need to do vocal recording for 3 songs as well at Melacca. I love to sing, but vocal record still a challenge for me. I need to spend time to practice and get the right way to sing different songs.

MyPPW album is underway already. Since the May of Last year until now, i think i had not yet been rest bcz of the preparation of this album. But who knows? Only God knows. I nearly give up to arrange all the songs that i did. Tears dropped on my laptop or my keyboard bcz of the pressure and difficulties of the songs i faced....tiring...i want rest. i need to rest, but when it is? I dunno....

22nd Of Feb

This is the 2nd day that i backed to KL. Everyone is backed to their own position after celebration of CNY, i think i m the last person..haha...Although i m in KL now, but my heart is still at home. I miss my daddy and my mummy. They are the only ppl who still stay at home at this moment. I miss them very much. I miss my little bro and my sis as well. We had a short gathering during CNY. Now they are not at home. This is how my house situation now. My sis have to continue her Isaiah School course at STM(Seminari Theoloji Malaysia). My bro is having National service at Gopeng. Miss them badly as well.. I miss everyone of my family. I mis the time that i made joke with my bro and sis. I miss the time that how my mummy treat me very well and cook edible bird's nest for me.I miss the time that i worked together with my daddy at the banana's farm, although it is tough for me, but i still enjoy the time with him. I miss them badly...

I gonna move my house to another place edi. few days later. ya....i need ppl to help me..anyone out there willing to help me? I need volunteer..haha...gonna move to a better place. Cheaper rental, cheaper electric, Internet and water expenses, more quite and bigger room...

Tomorrow have to go for MIFF(Malaysia International Furniture Fair) work briefing. Anyway, i wish to get the hall coordinator postition. It is a higher position than a normal hall worker. But untill now, i still dunno i will get it or not. No matter what, i will still work for it, bczi need money..hahaha...okla..is time to stop here. continue it next time la....God Bless...

The 5th day of Cainis Niu Ye

This is late morning of 5th day of Cainis Niu ye. Just wake up from my lovely bed and feeling good. Is a new day. No more diarrhea(i had went through 5 living days with diarrhea). Feel a bit bore. what can i do for today? Few days ago, since the 1st day of Cainis Niu Ye, i started to spend my day by taking nap and watch tv dramas. Hangout with friends? ya..but less. I went to my Form 5 class gathering on 3rd day of Cainis Niu Ye at Bistro and PPW Team gathering on last night at Tomz's house. But all these seems like still not enough to cure my boring mood. Anyway, just let it be, I don really mind that, since everyone is going back to their own position and work or study, i can really force them to stay back and hangout with me.

Missing someone recently. She still at oversea together with her mum and her aunt. Erm... Haiz...miss her le...what can i do? she just busy for shopping, hangout with her relative. So, just keep all my feel into my heart and let it be. hehe...she will knows.

Anyway, last night have a crazy night with some of the PPW team at Tomz's house. Amy, Hannah, Catherine, Sophia, Tomz, Tihan, Paul, Kel and me. We really look like a small family. We know everyone of us gonna leave sitiawan and back to our own studies. So, just like very enjoy the every moment of the time that we have. We know that some of us might not really can meet again in few months later. Haha...don talk too much crap, gonna drop my tears. Cat is near to the flight date. She gonna back to the Aust and continue her study. Samantha and Amy is going to US soon as well. Seems like everyone start to leave Malaysia. I dun really willing to apart with all of you guys. I miss u all. I know even i drop my tears and beg you to stay back, it is stil useless. U guys stil need to continue ur further study. Anyway, May God Bless you guys. Continue to serve Him and Glorify Him in ur own position.

OKla...actually i still got alot of things to write. start from today, my house just left 3 person edi, My bro went out to Gopeng for Nasional Service, My sis back to Seremban STM for Isaiah School. BY the way, I thx God that i had a great gathering with my bro and sis in the past few days. I love my family, my dad, my mum, my sisand mybro. thx God to give me all of them in my life.

ok...stop here. i need to finish my Secret Resepi Cheese Cake 1st already. haha...take care ya everyone. God Bless..

My recent Life..

Yea..Finally..everything done and now i just wake up from my lovely bed. Exam? Over already. Music arrangement? ya..just finish the main project yesterday and another song for PPW team. so What else? tomorrow going back to my hometown. Going to meet all my friends, my PPW teammates, and others....feeling well...! Feel Cool..haha..anyway, i really need to clean up my room since it is pretty dirty and messy. Just wanna pack something up. I gonna move out from this house..Going to another better place(i think la), with cheaper rental..So anyone of you willing to help me to move my house after Chinese New Year?haha....Just let me know if u guys wanna help me..

Anyway, in the past few weeks, it really a tough time for me. I was faced my college final exam and had to complete 6 songs music arrangement. It really challenge me..It is really tough for me. i got no much time to study, i got not enough time to complete the music arrangement for the album project. I really scare that i going to fail all my subjects..Somehow, i just give all the burden to my God. I know, i do the best, God will do the rest.

So any new updates for me? ya..As i said, i did a music arrangement for a album project. If everything goes smoothly, then u guys may get my work in the market, music store or even PASAR MALAM(hahahaha...pirated copy)in the mid of this year. U may ask:" which artist u cooperated with?" hahaha...this is secret, is a commercial secret as well. so just wait la..i will let u guys know when it is out.

Secondly, I going to bcm a keyboard teacher soon. After Chinese New Year, i gonna start my teaching life in Musician Outlet Store(MOS). Anyway one of you interest to learn keyboard? I gonna teach you how to play piano, how to pop songs, and other very very interesting music ..yea..just contact me or may go to the website to get the further information, www.musician.com.my

Finally..ops..nothing else..Just tell u guys, pray for me. I started to goes down again in my spiritual life. is hard to tell u even if u r a christian. But just remember me in ur prayer. Next semester is the final semester in Diploma Course. I wish that everything will goes smooth as well. And final finally..haha...Happy Chinese New Year to everyone ya...miss u guys so much...:P